Francisco Martin - Hate you to love myself

Francisco Martin - Hate you to love myself - lyrics

{verse one}
I think my "sorrys" got redundant
And i'm pretty sure i took the fun out of it
I'm to blame for the way that you look both ways when someone brings me up
'cause i know i ruined what we started

{verse two}
Now that i'm alone in my brain i know what i've done
It's the way that i carry the shame, it fucks me up

{chorus}
I was learning not to hate myself and i'm sorry for the way i broke you down
I was living in a perfect world
Here's to hoping it all works out
I was giving you the same excuses, but i'm trying how to change and figure it out
Looking back i know you didn't deserve it
I had to hate you to love myself
{verse three}
I think i'm making some improvements
(i think)
'cause i finally saw that therapist
And he says i'm okay by the way that i don't turn away each time he brings you up
I'm getting better but the truth is

{chorus}
I was learning not to hate myself and i'm sorry for the way i broke you down
I was living in a perfect world
So here's to hoping it all works out
I was giving you the same excuses, but i'm trying how to change and figure it out
Looking back i know you didn't deserve it
I had to hate you to love myself

(hate you to love myself)
(so don't hate me ?)

{verse two}
Now that i'm alone in my brain and i know what i've done
I remember that look on your face that fucks me up

{chorus}
I was learning not to hate myself and i'm sorry for the way i broke you down
I was living in a perfect world
Here's to hoping it all works out
I was giving you the same excuses, but i'm trying how to change and figure it out
Looking back i know you didn't deserve it
I had to hate you to love myself
{outro}
(hate you to love myself)
I had to hate you to love myself